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The Good (and Not-So-Good) Shepherd

11/21/2023

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O.K. Corral

Growing up I raised sheep, horses, goats and chickens.  My dad thought it would be good for me to learn the value of "hard work."  I became a reluctant farmhand who hurried through his chores to return to video games.

One of the things my dad had me regularly do was move the fences around our property so the horses and sheep had fresh pasture to eat.  The fences were huge inter-locking metal livestock panels ― 12-foot wide and as tall as I was.

As a 13-year-old boy, I remember on moonless nights crossing the fields to grab flakes of hay in the barn for the horses.  I would be spooked by sounds and shadows (nothing is as creepy as a barn at night mixed with a vivid imagination).

I wasn't brave like the young shepherd David, son of Jesse, who tended his family's flock and fought lions and bears with his slingshot.  

I was more of an absent-minded shepherd, who at times forgot to close the gate ― which allowed the horses and sheep to escape!

   
I felt helpless and frightened.

How was I going to get the animals back in their pens?  It was my fault.  What would my father say?  I hated letting him down.

I recall offering several fervent prayers for divine intervention as I ran through the streets waving my arms and shouting at the horses and sheep like a madman, trying to steer them back home.

Luckily, being from a small town, the neighbors and even the police were happy to help.

I'll never forget my sense of relief when we managed to finally get the animals back in their pens before they got hit by a car or something.

Why am I sharing this?  Because it was only later that I realized that Christ came not to lock the gate, but to open it.

​Instead of herding us back into the pen, He came to lead us out of it.

Yes, really.  The Good Shepherd calls us out of our fouled pens ― away from the fences we have erected around our faith ― to fresh green pastures.
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When Fences Fail

At the time Jesus taught the parable of the Good Shepherd in John 10, the people "understood not what things he spake unto them" (John 10:6).

I really can't blame them; I mean, here we are, two thousand years later, and we still have trouble understanding the Savior's message.

Look at what Jesus said:

   He that entereth in by the door
   [of the sheepfold]
   is the shepherd of the sheep.


As we all know, wolves-in-sheep's-clothing don't use the door; they crawl under the fences or through holes in the wall (this is how we know they are "thiefs and robbers" (John 10:1).

Practice Pointer:  Now, a smart predator is going to ― very first thing, after they've illicitly entered in ― shut the gate behind them.  Why?

They will secure the exit so the sheep can't escape.  That makes it easier for them control and devour the flock once things get underway.

   Woe be to the shepherds of Israel
   that do feed themselves!
   Ye eat the fat, and ye clothe you
   with wool, ye kill them
   that are fed.


(Ezekiel 34:2-3)

But Christ (who is the keeper of the Gate) knocks and enters through the door.  What does the gate do?  Does it close behind Him?  Does it remain open?

   And the sheep hear his voice
   and he calleth his own sheep
   by name . . . 


This is the part we usually quote.  But what, exactly, is the Good Shepherd saying to His sheep?  What's He calling for them to do?

Are we curious?  Look:

   . . . and leaeth them out.

(John 10:2-3)

Whoa!  This seems like a big deal.  The Lord is calling His sheep to leave.  He comes to "lead them out" of the sheepfold.

   Why?
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"I'm Free!  What Are You Talking About, Captivity?"

In the old days, the "law and the prophets" built fences (hedges) around the sheepfold; they were old school.  I'm talking about beautiful, manicured English gardens.

And, like our grandparents who learned to do long division a certain way in 2nd Grade, there's really no use trying to get them to change how to do things, once their training becomes so in-grained they can't imagine another way (which is, perhaps, one of the best arguments against a gerontocracy).

As a general rule, the older we become, the more stuck in our ways we become, resistant to change.  (As a side-note, President Nelson was in his prime (30s and 40s) in the 1950s and 1960s, which might explain his mindset.  For reference, Abraham Lincoln and George Washington both served as President in their 50s.)

For this reason, I wish we had term limits for Church leaders and emeritus-status for apostles.  It would be a big help to move the Church forward to where the Lord needs us to go.  For while we may become wise in our dotage, we may also become senile and unteachable.

Well, anyway, some of those religious hedges grew tall and have very strong roots.  Many of those hedges became dear to our forefathers.  They no longer wanted to leave the pen.

But Christ came and fulfilled the law; He has set us free.  Christ opened the gate!

And yet, having swung wide open the Gate for us, many of us remain in the cozy confines of our pen, chewing the cud of carnal security.

​You see, we often picture ourselves as missionaries and parents who are going out and rounding up the wayward souls who've escaped the safety of the pen (i.e., the Church) ― who have strayed from the covenant path and need to "return" home.

After all, isn't the Church (and its fences) a place of safety?  Didn't the Lord call Zion a "refuge" (D&C 115:6)?  Outside, beyond the warm straw of our covenant-corral, lurk the wolves; we see dark shapes and scary sounds beyond the fence.

But consider:  The wolves are not only "outside."  Who told us they were?  The wolves are also here, among us!

Christ warned:

   
Beware of false prophets,
   which come to you
   in sheep’s clothing,
   but inwardly they are
   ravening wolves.


(Matt. 7:15)

See, those same fences that keep bad things out, can also trap us inside with the wolves.

If Christ is calling to us to lead us out, what do we think the wolves are saying?  "Stay.  Stay here.  This is the good place; the safe place.  Trust us."


Fences fail; wolves get in.  And when they do, we find ourselves at their mercy, unable to escape, thanks to the fences of unbelief we've constructed over the years.
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Where is Christ Leading Us?

I want to look at the following verse in the sense that Christ has come to help us "escape" our prisons of priestcraft and self-righteousness.

   And the saints also
   shall hardly escape;
   nevertheless, I, the Lord,
   am with them.


(D&C 63:34)

This verse implies two things to me:

First, escaping is hard ("hardly escape"); and

Second, escape is possible only because "I, the Lord, am with them."

This tells us we can't escape on our own.  This is not a prison-break of our own devising.  

Because, where will we go once we've left the pen?  Who knows the way?  Leaving the pen without the Shepherd to guide us is more than foolhardy; it is perilous.

   The Lord is my shepherd
   [shall we have another?]
   I shall not want
   [shall we want another?].

   He maketh me to lie down
   in green pastures:
   he leadeth me
   beside the still waters.


(Psalms 23:1-2)

Notice the two things Christ is leading us toward:

   - Food to nourish us ("green pastures"); and

   - Drink to refresh us ("still waters")

Having these two things, we may at last "enter into the rest of the Lord."

   The Lord shall give thee rest
   from thy sorrow,
   and from thy fear,
   and from bondage.


(Isaiah 14:3)

Sounds good, doesn't it?  Well, we have to ask ourselves, what are God's food and drink?
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Milk and Meat

What does God mean when He speaks of milk (drink) and meat (food)?  What does the Good Shepherd feed His sheep?  Jelly beans and chocolate milk?  Tenets and precepts?  Policies and pragmatism?  Tithing?  Rules to live by?

No.  The answer is:

   The Word of God.

As Peter taught:

   As newborn babes, 
   desire the sincere milk
   of the word,
   that ye may grow thereby.


(1 Peter 2:2)

The Point:  Fences make for good neighbors but poor religion.

But leaving the pen DOESN'T mean leaving the Church (or staying, for that matter).


It means, wherever we are, in whatever pen we find ourselves, we heed the Word of God leading us into all truth and love.

So when our leaders speak the word of God, rejoice!  Hold fast the truth spoken by those who hold high office.

And when our leaders speak something other than the word of God, we may safely disregard it (for even Joseph Smith admitted that prophets speak at times as only "a man").
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Pure Religion Defiled

For example, when we hear the Brethren talk about tithing
― seeking to fundraise off of the faith of the widow and poor ― "from such, turn away" (2 Tim. 3:5).

If you're wondering why I bring this up again and again, and why I care so much about this topic, it is because, well, I've read what the scriptures say about priestly abuse, extortion, and oppression.

And so in the spirit of Ezekiel, I will boldly pro
claim that the Church's modern practice of tithing "perverts the gospel of Christ" (Galatians 1:7).

(For more, please read the 10-part series, Thou Hast Made an End of Tithing; the 6-part series, Stewards of God's Grace; the 10-part series, Complications of Temple Worthiness; and the post, Sifting; that will give you a glimpse into why I feel so righteously indignant about this topic.)

In my opinion, discontinuing the practice of tithing and replacing it with free-will offerings would solve many, many problems for the Church.

​If anyone can't imagine such a radical shift, remember that the Church renounced polygamy after having taught it to be an essential and everlasting law (see D&C 131-132).  So I don't think it would be a leap to do the same with the law of tithing.

   The thief cometh not,
   but for to steal,
   and to kill, and to destroy:

   I am come that
   they might have life,
   and that they might have it
   more abundantly.

   I am the good shepherd:
   the good shepherd
   giveth his life for the sheep.


(John 10:10-11)

Jesus, to give us life, died in spiritual childbirth; now this poem will take on new meaning.
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Easter

faded corduroy trousers
worn a week between washing
 
favorite long-sleeved flannel shirt
shedding alfalfa flake from last night’s feeding
 
     three a.m. turns the better side of night
     dark dressing for morning
 
incandescent bulb casting yellow-gray
spokes across back porch
 
boots stiff with hardened mud
waiting to be laced
                                           
     silhouetted horseflesh
     sleep as salt lick
 
clear sky visible through orchard trees
sprouting spring’s uneven puberty
 
trough water a charcoal mirror
scrivening wrinkled stars
    
     Big Dipper stretching toward Polaris
​     unbridgeable distances apart
 
red extension cord raveling from barn door
to hanging heat lamp warming straw
 
ewe's breath wet and weak 
as its crowning creation
                                    
      silence a life sign \\// flowing fetal membranes                 
                                   // now death 
                                   \\
glass bottle capped in rubber nipple
working lamb’s mouth with milk-coated finger ​
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5 Comments
David
11/22/2023 08:19:39 pm

Great insight about fences.

This past year I prayed about the Church's truth claims. I received a very direct answer. I share one sentence from the revelation I received. It was..."you are now free".

Christ is the wind in our sails that rescues us from the literal doldrums/prisons/fences/mists of darkness that prevent our return to him.

It sure feels good to be free.

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Tim Merrill
11/29/2023 01:48:56 pm

Wow David, thanks for sharing the personal revelation you received; I bet the words "You are now Free" were accompanied by a burst of light and possibility. Your metaphor of the doldrums is one of my favorites. It often doesn't require a fence to keep us in captivity; a lack of hope can be just as stifling.

I can just imagine the worst Hollywood movie about a prison break where the Hero busts open the gates and . . . no one leaves their cells. He calls to them to "be free" and they won't budge, except for a few, that come straggling out looking weak and lost. In the closing shot, the camera zooms in at one of the wretches to stumbles towards the Hero as a sniper shoots him from the guard tower in the back; he collapses. And the final scene is the Hero raising the poor chap up from the dead, kissing his dirty cheeks and whispering to him, reborn, "You're free."

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Tim Merrill
11/29/2023 01:54:25 pm

. . . and the screen goes to black as the words appear, "Directed by Jesus Christ" and then, mid-credits, we see the camera slowly raise upward towards the prison, where we see men staring out at the final scene that just played, from behind their bars with eyes hungry and . . . Fin.

Clark Burt
11/27/2023 12:33:42 pm

I loved everything about this post. I can see you running down the streets after the animals. I had never thought about the Good Shepherd leading us out of the pen, after reading further, it is the only way to be led to green pastures and still waters. And His words do lead us to follow him and leave the religious practices that prevent us from following Him.

I love this:

"Because, where will we go once we've left the pen? Who knows the way? Leaving the pen without the Shepherd to guide us is more than foolhardy; it is perilous."

So many leave the church but where do they go? Soon they leave behind His words and no longer see the Ggod Shepherd as anything but a fairy tale. There is no rudder to guide them.

Thank you for wasting and wearing out your life in bringing to light all the hidden things of darkness, wherein we know them; and they are truly manifest from heaven.

Love you little Brother.

P..S. Your poems always cause me to think and marvel at what you see. Thanks for integrating them in your posts.

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Tim Merrill
11/29/2023 01:56:57 pm

Thank you Clark; I am so glad you appreciate the poems. I realized this morning that I haven't written any Christmas-themed poems, so that's next!

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