(History of the Church, vol. 6, pages 609-610)
I was back in Chernobyl to view my old farm which I found grown up with weeds and brambles and neglect. Nearby control rods sought to control fission, splitting atoms asunder that God had joined. Reactors to be acted upon, chain reactions, numbered isotopes: the same but not the same. I went into the barn which was missing a floor wondering how to remove the curse upon it when a company of furious men rushed in to pick a quarrel. After the exodus they enlarged the Exclusion Zone to include this place. During the aftermath we heard ‘the New Safe Confinement will shelter you.’ But it couldn’t contain everyone. Suspicion of contamination spread. No one really knew because they classified the intelligence after the evacuation. I chose to believe it was an accident. Their leader ordered me to leave the barn but I told him the farm was mine. I had not sold what had been given as a gift. How many ions were free radicals—how many lost to the treatment? At one time, like them, I trusted the promise of potassium iodide. But the stockpiles were empty as sickness deepened. I had no desire to dwell in the barn in its present state as their leader threatened me with the destruction of my body. My body? I cared nothing for it, the cancer gone too far. But here they craved forms of energy: power fueled from rubles, radiation. O Chernobyl, Chernobyl, that briefly shone like lightning: darkness leaves you desolate. Suddenly a rabble filled the barn and drew their knives, sharpening their swords for an execution of some kind. I left the barn listening to their screeching cries as grief grew like mud around my ankles. |