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​Fig Tree

Barely a leaf─
just a remnant
remained to turn aside
the heat of day.
A shame no shade
spread under the
unforgiving shadow
of Nazarite branches
shorn of summer
(a season somehow nigh,
always near, but not yet).
Was the tree’s nakedness
or mine to blame
for the present state?

I was an hungered
and wished to God
for a sign of precious fruit.
But the east wind shook
my palmerworm faith
tunneling through grief.
The wind scorched
my cheek (but I marveled
how the branches
sat eerily still, unmoved
by the storm).
Is it better for me
to die than to live
a wasting death?

I did not ask as others:
Why must the tree wither?
And what of our aprons
when no leaves remain
for covering? Are we
to gird ourselves with thistles?

I knelt beside the tree
upon a marred girdle
not caring who should discover
my secret parts, crying:
Lord, see my weakness─
my heart is an olive pitted
by your hand, its stone
​carried forth with the ark
of testimony. Where now
the pomegranates of blue
and purple and scarlet
clinging to your covenant
vine? Graft me: shy not away
your pruning-hook.

A fig appeared
in my cradled palm
opening as if split
by the sharpness of
God’s finger,
its center cracked cleanly
like hemispheres
falling away
from the Tropic of Capricorn.

The fig was filled
with clustered seeds
sinking into rivulets of blood.
I tasted its helicoid promises
and felt the trembling
heavens through the dirt
beneath my feet,
the stars casting fruit
like unripe hailstones
to the earth. I picked one
from the ground,
comparing,
and knew:

     A seed is a seer.
     A seer is a seed.


















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      • Jesus Stumbles and Falls >
        • Unveil
      • Simon of Cyrene Bears the Cross
      • Women of Jerusalem Weep
      • Jesus Stripped of His Garment
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      • Burial and Resurrection
    • Fleeing Egypt >
      • Tower of Babel
      • The Orchard
      • Tithing Settlement
      • Chastity for Churches
      • Sign
      • Cleaning House
      • Elijah
      • Rulers of Sodom
      • Beware
      • Two Churches
      • Beginning At My Sanctuary
      • Toll Road
      • Get it Strait
      • Corporation Sole
      • The Religion of the Circle R
      • Fig Tree
      • Eve
      • New Jerusalem
      • Shemlon's Shore
    • Ascending Sinai >
      • Ark
      • Sin of the Calf
      • An Idol Observation
      • Dew from Heaven
      • I love you, Elder Holland
      • Easter
      • How Sweet
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      • A Conversation with Brigham Young
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      • The Gardens
      • Ice Fishing
      • Without End
      • Forest
      • Continental Divide
      • A Great Sacrifice
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      • Take Up Your Cross
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      • Amos
      • But First
      • Wax
      • Parable of the Piano
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