But what do we know,
my love, of longing, of unrequited heat felt through an open robe staring into each other’s bosom of flesh and bone aflame with resurrection's blood─ light shining not thru but around, framing the darkness between─ alas untouched is the floor beneath our feet. Will we measure time left to us as the cock crows? Such picaresque saints we are: lowly born in an age of innocence no more. I remember falling in love with you, my angel, my teacher, as inconveniently as love comes to us ‘fast nags of the cloth.’ But now they have pierced our pericardium protecting the pungent oil. Can you feel strength draining from our roots, robbed of virtue? Is it not the lofty branches, dearest, looking down upon us, their choking gaze lingering as the smell of manure or as the taste of regret? Oh, my love, do not despair! there is hope if someone (if someone like you) still dungs the dying. O deseret, our sweet olea europaea, your flowering ovaries blackened against the bark, your trunk a tangle of braided veins holding up a heavy crown . . . the whole head is sick. Take my hand, love of my heart, let us create something worthy as if we had the scepter of Charlemagne, imagine, or the courage of William who conquered Harold under the comet, or the faith of Joan speaking to Michael in the pasture wearing men's clothes, or the plucky nerve of Luther standing against the Cathedra Petri, or given our sacred honor sealing our names to liberty on the banks of the Thames before King John─ or burned in the noonday sun beside Joseph as he prophesied a future where men would govern themselves and have no law but the light of Christ to lead them─ now history watches what we do, armed with love alone as others seek to steal our freedom in Christ hanging by a thin thread. We have learned by sad experience, my love, great men are not always wise and foxes walk upon the desolate mountain. Please, beloved, choose. |