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Discerning the Signs and Anti-Signs: Part 4

10/10/2023

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   Part 1: Discerning the Signs and Anti-Signs
   Part 2: Discerning the Signs and Anti-Signs
   Part 3: Discerning the Signs and Anti-Signs


I spent last week conducting a mock trial in Delaware; in between trainings I was able to digest the messages delivered in General Conference ten days ago.

What's funny is I keep holding out hope, every six months, that we'll move the needle toward Christ, where it belongs ― but each Conference ends with the needle still firmly pointed in the direction of the Church and the Prophet (and tithing, don't forget tithing).

The irony of "Think Celestial" (the latest catchphrase to come out of Conference, sorry Ponderize) is that, because of the fervent and repeated testimonies borne of the Church and of President Nelson ― with Christ thrown in like a cherry atop a banana split ― the leadership is clearly "Thinking Telestial" (see D&C 76:99-100).

Oh well, enough about that; let's apply "Think Celestial" to the topic of discernment.
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Ramen Redux

​After reading my last post, someone might say, "Tim, why do we need to fly to Japan at all in order to sample the best ramen, if we can just take David's word for it?"

This question presumes that discernment is merely knowing whether something is good or evil.  But discernment is far more than that.

There's a big difference between knowing something and personally experiencing it.

If all we needed was knowledge, then why is mortality necessary at all?  Doesn't the Spirit already know all things?  Couldn't we just rely on the Spirit to tell us everything?  So what's the purpose of coming to earth?

Maybe we should rename the tree in the Garden of Eden from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, to the Tree of Experience of Good and Evil ― after all, did Eve's knowledge come by spiritual intuition and divine communication, or through personal experience?  How do we incarnate into our muscle memory an appetite for light and love?

That's why Adam and Eve couldn't be told what was bitter and sweet, they had to taste for themselves.  Only after experiencing mortality was Eve able to testify that she had come to "know good and evil, and the joy of our redemption, and the eternal life which God giveth unto all the obedient" (Moses 5:11). 

Reading about someone's pain is a lot different than experiencing the agony of a bad tooth ache yourself; reading about the bliss of the righteous does not compare with the pleasure of smelling bread baking in the oven before a family feast. 

Consider the difference between knowing the best ramen is served at Ruben's Rad Ramen Hut versus savoring its salty beefy broth?

Thus we see, discernment is not a short-cut to God's mysteries; it is not a loophole through which we gain knowledge at the expense of experience.

Instead, discernment is the enlightenment of our spiritual senses through experiencing God ("good") and darkness ("evil") ― and having experienced both, being able to then discern (and choose) the good.

As we'll see, the secret of discernment (and the first principle of all saving knowledge) is that intelligence (which is far greater than mere knowledge) is gained specifically by experiencing Christ.

"Well, Tim, that's what I want!" someone cries.  "When am I going to experience Him?  I want to know Him!  Where is He?"  

I want to suggest that if we really want to know God, the answer is not to see Him, but to see Him in others (see Matt. 25:37-40).
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"No Experience Required"

If knowledge of good and evil was the summum bonum of discernment, then how do we account for the devils who followed Lucifer?

For didn't they "know" who God was?  Weren't they possessed of great knowledge (which, incidentally, proved their condemnation)?  How curious: knowledge can as easily damn a person as save them.

Alas, no one can be saved in ignorance, either (D&C 131:6).  Which is why discernment becomes so important: knowledge without discernment is a recipe for disaster.  Knowledge, untempered by love, is dangerous.

Let me try to connect the dots a little more clearly.  Consider the thing that Satan and his followers were denied: a physical body.

   Not knowledge.

The reason their progression was interrupted was not because they couldn't go on gaining knowledge, but because they couldn't continue to gain experience in physical bodies (making them so desperate they would happily possess the bodies of pigs, see Luke 8:33).

If, like me, you've felt like Satan's plan just doesn't add up or make sense, perhaps it is because the standard story we tell to primary children is poppycock.

In the scriptures, we are told Satan wanted to "destroy the agency of man" (Moses 4:3).  By contrast, the Father's plan was to protect our agency: 

   That every man may act
   [and not be acted upon]
   in doctrine and principle
   pertaining to futurity 

   [what does that mean?]
   according to the moral agency
   [what is agency, really?]
   I have given unto him
   [where does our agency come from?]
   that every man may be
   accountable for his own sins.


(D&C 101:78)

(Waaait a minute.  I thought the Father's plan was for a Savior to suffer for our sins so we didn't have to be accountable for them!)

What was the Great Lie that Satan got so many to believe in?  And more importantly, why were one-third part of the hosts of heaven unable to discern between Satan's Lie and the Truth?
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If it Ain't Good, is it Evil?

​Normally we divide things into "good" and "bad" lists.  On our good list, we find things like asparagus and alms-giving and adoring the prophet.

On the “bad list” we put things like addiction, abuse and anti-social behavior.

 
Did you notice that both lists completely miss the mark?
 
There are many wonderful yet carnal, and sensual, and devilish things that I wouldn't consider "bad."  Like Sudoku.

The thing that makes something "evil" is if it has none of Christ's light or glory in it.  If a thing possesses none of Christ's Spirit, you see, it is not connected to the True Vine and is therefore perishable and burnable.

Knowledge encompasses what is ― and what is, is often evil.  Can some types of knowledge be considered evil?  Is there knowledge that exists beyond the reach of Christ's light?

Maybe the key lies in understanding the difference between knowledge and "intelligence" (D&C 93:29).

   Ye were also in the beginning
   with the Father;

   [Satan and his followers, too, are as eternal as God is]
   that which is Spirit,
   even the Spirit of truth;

   [so Satan and his followers possessed the Spirit of truth in some measure, right?  Satan was an angel in authority in the presence of God, after all]
   And truth is knowledge
   of things they are,
   and as they were,
   and as they are to come

   [this is a good definition of truth ― to know what is, was and will be.  But even the devils "know" these things; so what were they missing?]

   And whatsoever is more
   or less than this

   [what is the antecedent for "this"]
   is the spirit of that wicked one
   who was a liar
   from the beginning.


(D&C 93:23-25)

Okay, that got interesting at the end.  The Spirit of the Wicked One is compared to a liar; Satan is a liar, sure, but what is the Lie?
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An Interlude: The Little Prince

In Antoine de Saint-Exupéry's The Little Prince, the Prince encounters a fox.  I want to quote a part of their exchange.

"I cannot play with you," the fox said.  "I am not tamed."

"What does that mean, 'tame'?"

"To me," said the fox, "you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys.  And I have no need of you.  And you, on your part, have no need of me.  To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes.  But if you tame me, then to you, I shall be unique in all the world.  If you tame me, I shall know the sound of a step that will be different from all the others.  Other steps will have me hurrying back underneath the ground.  Yours will call me, like music, out of my burrow."

"I am beginning to understand," said the Prince.

"Look," said the fox.  "You see the grain-fields down yonder? I do not eat bread. Wheat is of no use to me. The wheat fields have nothing to say to me.  But you have hair that is the color of gold. Think how wonderful that will be when you have tamed me!  The grain, which is also golden, will bring me back the thought of you.  And I shall love to listen to the wind in the wheat."

"I have not much time," the Prince said.  "I have a great many things to discover, and things to understand."

"One only understands the things one tames," said the fox.

So the little prince tamed the fox.  And when the hour of his departure drew near--

"Ah," said the fox.  "I shall cry."

"It's your own fault," said the little prince.  "You wanted me to tame you."

"Yes, that is so," said the fox.

"But now you are going to cry!" said the little prince.

"Yes, that is so," said the fox.

"Then it has done you no good at all!"

​"It has done me good," said the fox, "because of the color of the wheat."
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Christ Tames Truth
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How did Christ gain His knowledge and infinite wisdom?  And more importantly, His pure love?

Alma's Magnum Opus

Alma taught some revolutionary doctrine in Chapter 7:12-13; we quote these verses all the time, but I want to take a closer look.

   "And he will take upon him . . .

"Take upon him" is an interesting phrase.  It's another way of saying Christ is going to experience this personally.  But it's more than that.  He is going to "take" this thing "upon" (into) Himself, so that it becomes part of Him.

   death

Wow, okay, that's not what I was expecting.  Christ is going to "tame" death?

Why would Christ, who is the Unshadowed Son, bring death "upon" Himself, into Himself?  Is death now part of His nature?  How is that possible when He is the life of all mankind?

Well, Christ is going to endure Death in a way we cannot fathom, so that He can embody Life.  (For how can you have one without the other?)

There's a lot to read into that one word, Death.  I don't think this is limited to the Cross, to just His physical death.  We're talking about a condition, not an event.

"Death" describes an absence; the loss of something; emptiness of soul; being separated from God and dwelling in darkness.  Death is all-encompassing, but in Christ, so is Life.

   that he may loose
   the bands of death
   which bind his people


This isn't a very rosy depiction of our current condition, is it?  I like to focus on the positive, on nature hikes in the mountains and campfires and smores and my family singing Kumbaya.

But if we really think about it, everything around us is in a perpetual state of death: the reality is we are surrounded by it; we are "bound" by it.

This alarming fact is apparent because everything here ages and dies; even long-lived Redwoods and whales will one day perish; the granite foundations of the earth shall be shivered to cosmic dust when our sun grows cold.

But I don't think of death as a morally objectionable thing; I do not view death as good or evil; it simply is.  Entropy is a constant in our world.  Death can be considered "good" when we die unto the Lord; or death can be viewed as evil when it separates us further from God.

   Those that die in me
   shall not taste of death,
   for it shall be sweet unto them;

   And they that die not in me,
   wo unto them,
   for their death is bitter.


(D&C 42:46-47)

The problem we face is that our eternal spirits ("intelligences") are trapped in a kind of death-loop.  We cannot escape it on our own, this condition of recurring death (which Jacob calls a "monster").

We feed upon death.  If you think about it, the Circle of Life (as we call it) is actually the Circle of Death.

Christ came to liberate us from Death in all of its forms and variations . . . by becoming death.

Wait, what?  Paul taught this mystery:

   No man dieth to himself.
   For whether we die,
   we die unto the Lord.
   For to this end Christ
   both died, and rose,
   and revived, that he might be
   Lord both of the dead
   and living.


​(Romans 14:7-9)

Is it strange Paul calls Christ the "Lord of the Dead"?  But how else would He become Lord of the Living, too?

   It's a packaged deal.
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   "and he will take upon him
   their infirmities . . .


This is my favorite part of Alma's sermon: Christ could not save us by merely KNOWING our imperfection, weakness, and sins; His "power of deliverance" came from EXPERIENCING our imperfection, weakness, and sins.

Ask yourself: was Satan willing to EXPERIENCE these things?  Or was he willing to skate by with just knowing them?

   that his bowels may be filled
   with mercy

Here I was surprised: mercy?  Why mercy?  If I had experienced Gethsemane, I imagine I would be calling out for justice instead.  How remarkable that, by drinking the bitter cup, Christ's heart broke instead of hardened, bled instead of seeking recompense.

   according to the flesh
   that he may know

Ah, we see at last how Christ obtained His knowledge; how He "knows" us, all of us, every part of us.

   according to the flesh
   how to succor his people   
   according to their infirmities.


There's a lot to unpack in this statement.  Usually when I hear this verse quoted in Church, people focus on the word "succor."  Succor means to give help, to aid, to furnish relief.

This raises an interesting question: Why did Christ need to experience "in the flesh" these things, as opposed to performing a strictly spiritual redemption?

Well, it's almost as if Alma anticipated our question.  He's going to clarify this doctrine, explaining as clearly as I have found in scripture why we need physical bodies.

You see, a lot of times people suppose discernment is a spiritual act; but discernment requires both the physical and spiritual; it requires "intelligence" (which, as I've explained in previous posts, is the acquisition of light that fuels our agency; specifically, exerting a spiritual influence upon elemental matter, thereby instantiating the unseen or spiritual upon the physical creation (at least when the physical is enticed), expressing into the physical realm the glory of God, which is a manifestation of matter that becomes glorious because it yields to the Spirit, or is "tamed", and becomes God's own tabernacle).

But if I stopped a group of members and asked, "Why did we need to come to earth?", I bet a common answer would be, "To gain a physical body."


"Why do we need a physical body?"

"To become like Heavenly Father."

"Okay," I continue, "Why does the Father need a physical body?"

"Uhhh. . . . "

That's the point where we usually get stumped.  So let's consider the ramifications of Alma's teaching:

   Now the Spirit knoweth
   all things


I believe this proposition; I believe the Spirit of God knows all things that can possibly be known at a given point.  And you know what?  Even if we knew all things, we'd still be incomplete.  Our knowledge would be hollow.  We'd still be inexperienced.

The apostle Paul taught this in a different way:
 
   Though I understand
   all mysteries,
   and all knowledge . . . 
   and have not charity,
   I am nothing.


(1 Cor. 13:2)

Paul is suggesting that knowledge, itself, does not save us, but charity (specifically, the pure love of Christ).  So how did Christ become so loving?  What makes His love "pure"?  And most critically, how does Christ's love redeem the physical creation?

   nevertheless the Son of God
   suffereth 
   according to the flesh

   [third time, in case you're counting]
   that he might take upon him
   [third time, in case you're counting]
   the sins of his people . . .
   according to the
   power of his deliverance.


(Alma 7:12-13)

Let me conclude this post with an observation: the power of deliverance accompanies the power of creation.

In other words, a Creator always possesses the "power of deliverance" for His creations.
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7 Comments
Clark Burt
10/11/2023 02:10:44 am

The problem with the raman analogy is that there is no one 'best raman.' Certainly some are better than others, but even the most discerning may have different best ramans. Not the case between God's definition of good and evil. Good is the righteousness of God, and anything that turns us from His righteousness is evil. It has to be this way, otherwise we would argue what is the best good.

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David
10/11/2023 07:25:53 pm

Great question..."If all we needed was knowledge, then why is mortality necessary at all?"

I know a lot of people with knowledge that get absolutely nothing done because they lack the imagination and experience to use their knowledge.

RW Emerson wrote..."Every man is a divinity in disguise, a god playing the fool."

Maybe our mortality isn't so much about adhering to every whimsical commandment given over the pulpit at general conference. Maybe it about taking the opportunity to find our divinity through the use of our decernment and making it through our foolish stage.

I've know people who completely avoid utilizing their own decernment in favor of "special witnesses" decernment. They are either too lazy to seek it themselves, or they are too afraid of being a fool and getting it wrong. Either way they are just following the precepts of men mingled with scripture. And, unfortunately, this won't cut it when it comes to our personal salvation whereupon Jesus's rebuke...“I never knew you. Depart from me” becomes a very real thing.

I tend to think that God loves an assertive individual who uses their descernment, makes a judgment call, and goes for it with all their strength while ignoring those threatening them and mocking them from their great and spacious buildings and bully pulpits.

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Tim Merrill
10/12/2023 10:39:11 am

David, I love that Emerson quote. I once wrote a blog using Emerson's Divinity School address as its inspiration (in case you haven't read it):

https://www.owlofthedesert.com/blog/behold-this-is-my-doctrine-part-7


The point you've made about God wanting us to gain our own spiritual sea legs, and not stand on another's, is so true. I often reflect on the fact that Jesus (who represents the Father) spent His time among prostitutes, publicans, lepers . . . the kind of people we're told to stay away from today ("unapproved" people). The Church's purity culture would reject the Son today as easily as the Jews did 2000 years ago. Love your insights, keep 'em coming! Much love, Tim

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Clark Burt
10/13/2023 02:56:18 am

I find this post both edifying and challenging. Can we really know without experiencing? Didn't Eve tell Adam before they left the garden that it was better for them to know the difference between good and evil, and then after they were in the world, she told him that it was better that they knew the difference? The first time she thought it would be better, but after experiencing what they did, she knew it was better.

The question it seems to me is what does knowing really mean? Can we, for example, understand the doctrine of repentance, without experiencing repentance? Can we know evil without experiencing it? Can we know good without experiencing it? Is discerning the same as knowing? As experiencing?

Can we really chose between good and evil without experiencing the difference? Like Alma did. Like Lamoni and his father did.

You can see why I find this series challenging. To be a witness of God's goodness requires that we 'know' of His goodness, but can we really know? You suggest that it becomes a matter of degree, like grace for grace for example.

Can't wait for more.

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Tim Merrill
10/19/2023 10:33:02 am

Clark, what an insightful way you've framed the challenge we have with discernment: what is "knowing"? What does it really mean to "know" the only true and living God? How do we "experience" Christ? I think one of the main reasons our discernment-bone needs recalibrating is that we have imagined we "know" when we do not; we think we've "experienced" something but have barely scratched its surface; we assume rather than judge righteously; and the result?

Well, no surprise: we call good evil, and evil good. Thanks for taking this journey with me! Tim

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L
10/14/2023 06:02:13 pm

I like to think of mortality as the ‘great deep’ that the Brother of Jared described. Considering all the storms, the perils, the darkness, the tribulations, etc, I think that one of the purposes of mortality includes. experiences. But as I see it, the main experience of mortality is to fight my way through and chose Jesus, just like I did before. I don’t remember how the great deep I’m experiencing now compares to what life was like before in that other existence, but it sure is tough. I’ve fought my way to His side and pleaded with Him to be my light and guide me to safety. Now I follow Him and seek to remain close to Him. I’ve worked on developing a personal relationship with Him because, how else do I think He can finally accept me and say, “Enter into My kingdom, you know Me and I know you.”

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Tim Merrill
10/19/2023 10:40:47 am

L, I love your comparison of mortality to the "great deep." Thinking of the cold, dark waters that lie at the bottom of the ocean (which is one kind of great deep), finding our way without floor or ceiling through the endless water -- it gives rich meaning to words spoken to the Brother of Jared:

"What will ye that I should do that ye may have light in your vessels? For behold, ye shall be as a whale in the midst of the sea; for the mountain waves shall dash upon you. Nevertheless, I will bring you up again out of the depths of the sea...for ye cannot cross this great deep save I prepare you against the waves of the sea, and the winds which have gone forth, and the floods which shall come" (Ether 2:24-25).

What is the promised land, but the shores whereupon we embrace our Savior? Redemption is another word for reunion. Thank you! Tim

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