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Discerning the Signs and Anti-Signs: Part 1

9/26/2023

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Two Weeks

It's been two weeks since my last post and a lot has happened in the world.  I needed some time away in order to reflect and recharge, to "sharpen the saw" (to borrow Stephen Covey's phrase) ― or as the apostle Paul put it, to "be renewed in the spirit of [my] mind" (Ephesians 4:23).

During this brief sabbatical I read poetry and pondered on the goings-on in the world around us.

I traveled to Portland Oregon and walked along the Willamette River as the first fingers of Fall brushed against my neck, giving me goosebumps as I watched the sun setting on the City of Roses.  I ate fish & chips and drank Pepto-Bismol and made new friends from different walks of life.

I returned home and sat in my blue leather chair, and read picture books to my little boys and studied the New Testament with my family; I attended a wedding for a nephew and went to Church and listened to testimonies from the pulpit; I drove my kids to marching band rehearsal and learned my neighbor of 14 years is moving to a retirement community because he can't handle stairs anymore . . . and on and on, a thousand things have entered and exited my life during these two weeks, some great and some small ― the difficulty is telling which is which ― and what to keep and what to let go.

   And I've wondered.

I've wondered what God is doing.

I've wondered what God is thinking.

I've wondered what God desires.

I've wondered what God wants me to share with you.

   So welcome back.
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The Purpose of Life

I've concluded that Adam and Eve's reason for partaking of the forbidden fruit, though noble, was largely wasted on us (I'll explain why in a moment).

​Remember in the Garden, the serpent's great selling point to Eve?  The thing worth leaving Eden for?

   And the serpent said
   unto the woman . . . 
   Your eyes shall be opened,
   and ye shall be as gods,
   knowing good and evil.


(Genesis 3:5)

Notice what, specifically, is the thing that makes us "as gods"?  Of all the wonderful attributes of God, which characteristic was the focus of the Fall?

   Knowing good and evil.

Well, Satan was correct (at least in this one thing).  The Lord Himself corroborated the truth of it, stating Adam and Eve had become "as gods" by partaking of the fruit.

   And the Lord God said:
   Behold, the man is become
   as one of us
   to know good and evil.


(Moses 4:28)

Question: What is the difference between being "as god" versus being a god?

You see, we're "as gods."  We resemble the gods in our faculties.  But to become "a" god, we've got some work to complete.

Alma taught the folks in Ammonihah that after the Fall, mankind:

   becam[e] as gods,
   knowing good from evil.


(Alma 12:31)

We find a subtle difference here in Alma's rendering: instead of knowing "good AND evil," he said we know "good FROM evil."

The point:  The reason mortality is necessary for us is not just to EXPERIENCE good and evil, bitter and sweet, pleasure and pain.  It is foremost to gain the ability to DISCERN the difference between them (and, naturally, to choose the good).

For example, if I blindfolded you and gave you a lemon to suck on, and then offered you a bit of honey, would you be able to tell me which one was sour and which was sweet?  Of course.

But when it comes to spiritually discerning good from evil, we are so easily confounded; we confuse them all the time.  We chomp down a grapefruit and tell people it's a ripe juicy peach.

Why are our spiritual taste buds so messed up?

Why do we have trouble discerning correctly?

​Why do we call good evil, and evil good?
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Wanted: The Gift of Discernment

I am worried (and I'm generally a happy-go-lucky guy, so this is saying something).

Something that has been weighing on me for awhile is our lack of discernment.

The irony is that we quote Isaiah's words (a formal "woe") regarding judging wrongly, when labeling things we don't like as "evil" (or "good", but generally evil, since we whip this verse out to condemn others who hold different values than our own). 

Thereby we invoke the scripture and fulfill it in the same breath, as we opine and mischaracterize what is evil without knowledge, and without wisdom.
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   Woe unto them
   that call evil good,
   and good evil;

   that put darkness
   for light,
   and light for darkness;

   that put bitter for sweet,
   and sweet for bitter!


(Isaiah 5:20)

I mean, 9 times out of 10 when someone cites this text, the things they're accusing of being "evil" aren't; and the things they think are "good" are not.

​Joseph Smith said:

   What many people
   call sin
   is not
   sin.


(Joseph Smith, History, 1838-1856, volume C-1 Addenda.)

Now don't worry, I confess to being guilty; I am not a pot calling the kettle black.  The gift of discernment has often been lacking from my own life.  So I am speaking of myself as much as I am anyone else.

This is why I have earnestly sought and asked the Lord for the gift of discernment (see D&C 46:23).

How are we to judge?

Not just good from evil, no, but the harder thing: judging good from good?
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Christ vs. Anti-Christ

​We're told to not judge a book by its cover, but how else are we supposed to judge it?

After all, there's a reason it has the title and author on the cover!

Look, has someone gone into the library late at night, deviously, and switched the dust jackets on all the books, so each one sports the wrong cover?  How awful would that be!  How would you be able to browse the shelves and know what you're picking?

Well, life is sort of like that.  The only way to truly "know" a book is to actually read it.  But who has time for that?  Far too many of us are going around reading what's on the spine only, or skipping to the last page, or reading the Cliff Notes and pretending at Book Club to have read the thing.

Discernment only works if we know (actually know) the thing we're judging; it is a gift born of knowledge; too often we think we have some sort of spiritual antennae that starts to twitch and so we judge hastily, without really knowing what we're doing, assuming "the Spirit" is giving us smoke signals and interpreting the tea leaves pridefully, but poorly.

In this Series I hope our eyes will be opened, that we will "see" (discern) as gods through the gift of "pure knowledge" (D&C 121:42).

Because it's time we prepare to discern between Christ and the Anti-Christ.

"Tim!" someone says, "I think I can tell the difference between Christ and the Anti-Christ.  I mean, they're not alike at all."

Au contraire.  They are more alike than we think; to almost every sense they appear the same ― and yet they are utterly opposed.  They are so similar even the very elect, if it were possible, shall be deceived.

(How else do we account for Satan's ability to lead away a third-part of the hosts of heaven?)

Stay tuned.  Things are not what they seem.
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4 Comments
Ben
9/26/2023 04:39:32 pm

"Discernment only works if we know (actually know) the thing we're judging; it is a gift born of knowledge; too often we think we have some sort of spiritual antennae that starts to twitch and so we judge hastily, without really knowing what we're doing, assuming "the Spirit" is giving us smoke signals and interpreting the tea leaves pridefully, but poorly."

I'm excited for this series Tim. Discernment, as I walk paths less traveled by dutiful LDS - digging into and considering doctrinal aspects that are perhaps taboo as evidenced from the frowns of "leaders" past and present, is a pretty big deal. But, if I don't take the time to learn and study with intellectual honesty, I am quite certain that I will be gently led away from the Savior with the great delusions of this world. Its certainly uncomfortable at times, going against the flow of thought. Stepping out of line in the eyes of the Pharisees. But I always think to myself, when I get to Saint Peter will I say, "Bro, I did everything I was supposed to, you gotta let me in." Peter: What did you learn? Me: "Excuse me?" Peter: "Why did you do everything you were supposed to?" Me: "Because you told me to drill seargent?!" Peter: "Ah, I see. Well Forest, I'm not sure we can use your flavorless salt. You kinda missed the point there son, all the opportunities to exercise agency in order to ascend, taking the Lord's Holy Hand as He offers it to you. But that takes choosing Him, not because you are told to and its clearly labeled with safe words like "Covenant Path", but because you decide its the better choice, His path. And you do it even when its unpopular. Afterall, what can I do with you, what can He do with you, if you can't act on your own?"

What's the name of the game? Discernment, even if that means I step in a few potholes, at least I don't have to tell Peter I blew it, with no mud on my shoes, no grass stains on my jersey and no callouses on my hands. If I don't learn to exercise this, I not only blow it in the receiving line, but I'll definitely be among those casting stones at the Lord's servant when its his time on the scene, mistaking him for the King of Assyria, just like everyone else. Isaiah seems pretty clear on that point. Goals.

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Tim Merrill
9/27/2023 03:10:19 pm

Ben, I think you've hit the nail on the head of the "name of the game." Experiential knowledge of God is a magnitude greater, salvifically, than living vicariously through the spiritual lives of other men and women. Didn't Joseph Smith say we'd learn more about God by gazing into heaven for five minutes, than by reading all that was ever written on the subject?

I see brotherhood (and sisterhood) as an essential support system as we seek Him; sometimes we fall and need catching. There is so much strength that we can share with one another without becoming obstacles or stumbling blocks to each other's journey to the veil. This is why I reject the rank-and-file paradigm of the gospel; I do not want trickle-down spirituality. Instead, I see us all standing in a circle holding hands with Christ in the center, so that we all see Him fully, equally, without shadow.

Discernment is finding Christ beyond the shadows cast by our fellows, and to love one another. Thank you!! Tim

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David
9/27/2023 06:28:48 pm

Amen Brother. Decernment is wisdom.

I can decern between different types of ramen because I have eaten them all, in various prefectures, while living in Japan.

The moral of the story is that a "wicked lazy servant" who feels in "every fiber of their body" who has exerted no effort and having gained no knowledge is simply lying to themselves and others. They haven't got a clue what good ramen is.

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Tim Merrill
9/28/2023 12:29:18 pm

David, wow, I liked your ramen analogy so much I wrote a whole blog around it (Part 3). Thank you! Tim

https://www.owlofthedesert.com/blog/discerning-the-signs-and-anti-signs-part-3




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