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"God is Love": Part 7

5/18/2022

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A Blubbering Mess

Yesterday as I rode the train home from work I began pondering the goodness of God (since I had spent my lunchtime blogging about it), and I became emotional (which is unusual for me) and suddenly I couldn't stop the tears from falling down my cheeks (which was incredibly awkward, as the gentleman seated across from me wearing headphones politely pretended not to notice).

I guess I was experiencing a 'my-heart-is-full' moment.  (Or I need to have my hormones checked?)

As I sat on the train, I thought how ironic it is that I am writing this Series about God's love trying to persuade Christians that God is not an angry, distant, alien, judgmental, arbitrary Being.

I mean, of all people, Christians should know how good God is (!), how easily entreated he is, and how meek and lowly of heart and unpretentious and good-humored he is.

Would You Want God on a Road Trip?

Why don't we think of Christ as the kind of person we'd want to invite on a long distance road trip, who would sing along with our music and just talk with us the whole time about anything and everything, who would pay for gas without asking and never try to condemn or judge us, who would share a plate of halibut with a honey reduction sauce at the roadside diner and smile at us when we burp?

Instead, we treat God as if he were our boss from work, the one you watch yourself around and never feel comfortable with when you go out to lunch.

And so that road trip? 

We leave God off the invite-list.  
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Time to Unfriend an Angry God

Isn't it time we stop clinging to an old-fashioned, archaic (even pagan) view of God ― like he's some sort of cosmic judge, jealous, who sternly sends his children to hell if they don't shape up?

When in reality, Christ is our Friend.  Our truest, longest, and best friend.

You know, it has always astounded me that the Lord (who is the greatest of all) would consider us his friends?!

​   Ye are they
   whom my Father
   hath given me;
   ye are my friends.

(D&C 84:63)

What Are Friends For? 

One night, a group of drunk, angry men dragged Joseph Smith out of his home in Hiram, Ohio.

They beat up Joseph, choking him, and stripped off his clothes.  Then they tried to force poison into his mouth, chipping one of Joseph's teeth as he fought back.  

The men took hot tar and covered Joseph's bare skin with it, then covered him with feathers and left him all but dead.

That's the backstory.  Here's the part I find so memorable: in the dead of night, summoned by a friend's need, Joseph's friends spent the rest of the night cleaning off the tar from his body, an excruciating ordeal as they removed the awful stuff.

Jesus is that kind of friend: one who spends the night removing tar from our bodies.
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Life is a Test?

I know, I know: the word "test" does not appear in the scriptures.

So why do we keep calling this life a test?

Because life is not a test!

We talk about this test as if we're high schoolers and our score on the final exam will dictate where we go to college (i.e., spend eternity).  

   - Poor student?  Well, sorry.  You're local-community-college material.

   - Above average student?  Okay, you're going to do well at the BYU.

   - Valedictorian?  You've been accepted into Harvard!

An Experiment 

Let’s conduct an experiment.

Take a 6 month old baby.  Any baby will do.  It doesn't matter if it is a gifted baby or not.

And if you don’t have a baby, stop by the local grocery store and borrow from its mother the first one you see.

This test will only take a minute.

Now, looking the baby directly in the eyes (if it is asleep, gently wake it up), explain the instructions of the test clearly . . .

. . . wait a minute.  The baby has dirtied it’s diaper.  Before continuing, in order to have an accurate testing environment, change its diaper.

Good now?  Okay, where were we? Oh yes, instruct the baby that you will be administering a series of tests . . .

. . . What?  Now the baby is crying? Good grief.  We better feed the baby before proceeding.  Once the baby is fed, ask the baby . . .

. . . Now what?  Oh, the babe’s fallen asleep again? 

How can we ever get anywhere if the child doesn’t cooperate!

Results From Our Experiment

This is how ridiculous it is to believe God is a member of the college faculty deciding whether we are worthy of tenure when . . . we're just babies!

Well, that's what we are, right?  I would argue at this stage in our eternal progression we're little children.

So what kind of test do you give kindergarteners?
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Raised by God

Do we consider "potty training" a test? 

Because if we think life is a test, then we have never tried to potty train a child.

As a parent, we're just trying to teach our children new skills.  We're not grading their time on the toilet and whether they messed on the floor.

Some catch on quick; others take longer; and some go to kindergarten and still have accidents. 

Regardless of our child's development, we love them, no matter the level of mastery they have over their bowels.

Do we realize how long the Lord has been changing our diapers?  And I'm not just talking about this life.  

Long before we were born, the Lord was training us and helping us learn to crawl and walk and talk, coaxing our first words 
(“the snake says sssss”)?

I am not exaggerating when I say the Lord has spent an eternity cleaning up our accidents.

And now, after we've come to this world, we continue to sin (so it's safe to say we're still in diapers).


With all the patience of a mother nurturing her infant, Christ prepared us in our First Estate for the experience we are now having on earth.

Do we really think he's going to give up on us now?
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1 Comment
Clark Burt
5/22/2022 01:02:21 pm

I wonder if the relationship between me and my dog is similar to the relationship between God and me?

If I bark will He hear me? Will he know why I am barking and will He give me what I'm asking for?

I think so. See if He loves me as much as I love my dog, probably more, and I am as dependent on Him as my dog is dependent on me, then he will give me what I ask for knowing that I would not ask for something I did not need, or want.

But He would know my limits as I know my dog's and not give me more than what is good for me. He would know what is good for me.

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